Last night--- did not go as planned. HA.
I am throwing away the chips.
If I want the damn dip I am going to eat it with vegetables!
At least I ate some asparagus. On the way home, I tried to talk myself out of the chips swimming in my head. I told myself, okay, chips are fine, as long as you have your asparagus first. So I did... then I ate chips! Then I ate a fudge bar! UGH. I was too lazy to stick my hand deep into the spinach dip jar so I got out the guacamole flavored dip. It is NOT very good. More just like sour cream. Should I throw it away or save it for a social gathering where I can pawn it off on my friends as a "contribution"?
Calories yesterday--- Breakfast and Lunch 760, dinner- asparagus (100? with oil), chips and dip 400? fudge bar 90
total: 1350 (can I do math? not quite sure).
Okay... I guess that isn't TERRIBLE. It sure feels terrible
NEW PLAN--- NO CHIPS IN THE HOUSE! I was also thinking that maybe the new plan should be no dinners. However my friends already give me a hard time about my eating habits (the fact that i cannot cook to save my life and live off of chips all week), maybe I should go with a frozen lean cuisine or frozen bagged meal ( i could eat that for 2 meals). The calories there are controlled.. which would be helpful.
Ughh just weighed in at 147. Granted-- still have my period (I think yesterday I weighed in at 149, crazy what it can do to you!).
Breakfast today? Hmmm 1 banana, 1 cup chocolate milk, blended with ice (300)
Lunch-- One large skinny latte, granola bar (250)
Dinner-- 20 almonds, 20 grapes, 1/2 cup edamame, carrots (350)
Hopefully I wont have to be at work so late and can get to the gym!