Tuesday, May 19, 2015

A short update because I don't want to get out of bed this morning!!
Current weight-140ish. Fluctuating between 137-142. 
Current diet- low carb, with a cheat day every Saturday, which seems to ruin my progress completely... But I can't handle it on the weekends. I want beer!
Current exercise- working out at the gym in my office complex now. I miss the gym with the kickboxing, but I was unmotivated to go and it was inconvenient. Since joining at the beginning of this month I've been there 4 times a week without fail.  I'm working with a personal trainer 2 times a week until the end of the month. She is pricey but I want to look amazing for my trip!!
Currently excited for- GREECE. JD and I are heading to Greece the first week of June and I can't wait.  We booked tickets in December when we had only been dating for 3 months... That scared me. How did he know we would still be together?? Such a different experience than with Steven, who couldn't plan more than 2 weeks out with me. Anyway, no reason to compare. JD and I are so excited, and I have a big ball of hope in my stomach that we will get engaged while we are there.  
Currently stressed about- everything. That's just who I am. I'll write more soon. 

Still following you all! 

Sunday, January 4, 2015

It has been such a long time since I updated. It's not that I haven't wanted to blog, or I haven't been reading all of your blogs, but I am just had a hard time getting motivated to write anything. So much has happened since the last time I was on blogger that I don't even know where to start. Last time I wrote I was dealing with the break up from Steven and going through some really rough times with that... There's been so many developments since that time I feel like a completely different person! One thing I do want to share in this quick post is that in the time since I've written, I've lost a long-standing relationship, but I also lost some baggage… Weight baggage
My therapist mentioned that I may have been holding on to some pounds as a protective layer during my last relationship, possibly because subconsciously I was unhappy. Since the break up (9 months ago), I have lost A LOT of weight.  I've been working out at a mixed martial arts gym, which I was doing the last time I posted. I've been at the gym since March, but it wasn't until April or May that I really start to see results. The diagram below is my body fat percentages in March, April, July, and today: 
I am so proud of myself for working hard and taking care of my body. As you can see from July to January there hasn't been much change… A little bit of weight loss but also some muscle loss in there. Well… In August I met someone. It was completely unexpected… We actually ran into each other at a bar! The last few months with him have been the best of my entire life… I have so much to say about this relationship and the relationship ending with Steven and so many thoughts I need to get down on paper, but for now this post will just be about my renewed intention for health! My goal is to get to 15% body fat by April. I need a plan of attack... Any suggestions?