it is saturday morning. he didnt call me thursday night. sometimes thats normal.. but i made a point to NOT email him during work on friday. literally.... not a word. he didnt call, text, email... nothing. and now i don't know how to handle the situation. does he think i am mad at him? is he actually blowing me off? is he acting like a boy instead of a man.. and his way of 'breaking up' with someone is to ignore them? however... i am usually the person who emails him first.... usually he says that my job is way more important so that if he doesn't hear from me it means i am busy. so now that i have put the ball in his court... i wonder.... does he know its in his court? or is he worried that maybe i dont want to talk to him since i usually initiate the conversation?
i have considered calling him this afternoon and saying something like 'look, this is obviously over... if you wanted to break up with me at least you could have been a man about it and let me know'... but i am afraid that i am taking this completely out of context.. as in.. i am just making things up in my head because i am an irrational female... and he is actually a) busy, b) with family on this holiday weekend, c) thinking I am mad bc i didn't contact him.
on/off switch---- need to invent that. And DO need another guy here... just need to find one.
Off to spinning!! Still sore from training but oh well