i am out of control.
purged every day but 2 for the last 2 weeks. So that's 13 times in 15 days. SERIOUSLY?! My teeth are going to fall out. AND I am not skinnier! I haven't blogged for what... a monthish? or two weeks? I am the same. 146.8. Yesterday 145.2
What is wrong with me?!
I joined the LA Fitness near my house. They have exercise classes I should take. I have gone a few times-- I have been traveling for work so haven't been home for the last two weeks, and in the between week my Hot Las Vegas boy came to visit. I went to the little hotel gym a handful of times... really didn't do anything substantial. I have lost all my cardio ability, so when I have gone to the gym I feel weak after 15-20 minutes. I feel exhausted like I can't keep going. Usually I will do 20 minutes on one machine and then do 20 minutes on another to switch it up and make sure I am getting more than 30 minutes in. Yesterday I couldn't... 10 on the stairstepper, 10 on the elliptical, 10 on the treadmill.
ugh sorry i got distracted and forgot to finish this post.
End of story is that I suck.