Thursday, July 19, 2012
I've been counting calories for real. I feel like this is "for real" because I'm literally counting them all... not just the ones that aren't bad for you, not just the ones that I remember. I'm counting the little piece of candy and the extra bite of pasta, etc. I've realized that I am not eating terribly, but that I'm not burning enough calories each day to see a significant drop in weight, even when I'm exercising. I am eating 1600 calories a day, which is just too many. So annoying. I'm doing my best! But I guess this isn't my best.... best would be not having that extra cheese stick, or eating a skinny cow EVERY night. I also have my period... or i will soon, and I am feeling very whiny and like the world is against me. I freaked out on the bf yesterday... all because I had a bad dream that he broke up with me. He didn't give me a reassuring response when I told him, and then I got super insecure and we spent the whole day fighting. Yuck.