Thursday, July 19, 2012

I've been counting calories for real. I feel like this is "for real" because I'm literally counting them all... not just the ones that aren't bad for you, not just the ones that I remember.  I'm counting the little piece of candy and the extra bite of pasta, etc.  I've realized that I am not eating terribly, but that I'm not burning enough calories each day to see a significant drop in weight, even when I'm exercising.  I am eating 1600 calories a day, which is just too many.  So annoying.  I'm doing my best!  But I guess this isn't my best.... best would be not having that extra cheese stick, or eating a skinny cow EVERY night.  I also have my period... or i will soon, and I am feeling very whiny and like the world is against me.  I freaked out on the bf yesterday... all because I had a bad dream that he broke up with me.  He didn't give me a reassuring response when I told him, and then I got super insecure and we spent the whole day fighting.  Yuck.


  1. i've done that to my bf before -_-

  2. Counting every single calorie forces you to realize just what you are putting into your body and you can't deny the fact that it's just too much. In the end, you will adjust and the weight will come off. (Now, if I could only follow this advice myself....)


  3. I love skinny cows! Keep counting. Maybe this is what you really need to be accountable and figure out what you need to do to make progress.

  4. Oh the fight over a dream... I have had those.. And there is one thing I can tell you.. when/if you get pregnant you will have a whole lot of random weird annoying dreams lol

    It will be fine :)

    GJ on the tracking.. Knowing what we put in our mouths really is the way to find out where we are going wrong.

    I am not counting calories atm - but I do write down what I eat just have some sort of control without the numbers freaking me out.