Sunday, August 26, 2012
I cannot even begin to explain to you what kind of crap I ate this weekend while BF was visiting with my family. Its like I reverted to being a kid again and stuffed my face with food as if I would never see it again. It was truely disgusting. I wanted to show BF all the great things about the city I grew up in. Namely.. the food. I did work out every day... but the damage is definitely done. Im going to wear jeans on the plane tomorrow that are a little too small as punishment to myself. I also saw a blog posting of a huge pile of fruit. It was so much and looked so good that I think i could have that for lunch every day for the rest of the week if I put my mind to making it. I need to fast... I need to take adderall every day like my doctor tells me, and use it for the good of my growing thighs.Today I feel like my legs are the size of a fat persons legs... how depressing. Anyway. I'll be good this week.