Friday, December 9, 2011

I'm starting to think this no eating thing may not be the best idea.... Or maybe just the way I'm doing it. I didn't eat at all Tuesday but a few bites here and there which I told you about. Then on Wednesday I made it til eleven before shit hit the fan. I ate cheesecake soup pizza moes and pizza rolls. I threw up the pizza rolls and woke up at a good weight but was so ashamed!! Yesterday I fasted as well but only til 7. I was still working and so I had crackers to tide me over til I finished at 9. My friend felt bad for me and brought me a box of cookies. I ate at least 5! So that has to be like 1,000 calories. I woke up at 145 and was hoping to lose more this week, but I guess I need more willpower. Today I am undecided between not eating or having soup and yogurt. Don't want my coworkers to think I have a problem. ;)

4 comments:

  1. Uggg...it's a horrible dilemma. Not eating leads to a binge but then trying to eat in moderation sometimes ends in pigging out. It's a slippery slope. I hope you can find some balance.

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  2. Binging is the devil! Soup is great, its like a "meal" but not too many calories. Have a good weekend!

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  3. Thanks for the comment hun, You are completely right I know that I just don't like waiting. :(

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  4. I agree, soup is amazing. And brothy stuff is usually low cal. Good luck, don't get hung up on the binge, you can conquer it. :)

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