I'm feeling hugely fat. Today I went into work wearing shorts and a tank top, and I walked towards a full length mirror in the bathroom. My thighs jiggled as I walked, and it looked like fat/cellulite shaking. It made me so sick. Of course when I came home.. I ate M&Ms after getting a bagel topped with cheddar cheese. I need to get this under control. I have my 10k tomorrow.. so I need to make sure I eat normally today, but after that, I'm not going to ruin my young life being fat and ugly. I am going to make a week long meal plan to make sure I keep track of calories... starting tomorrow.