I got my ass handed to me last night at bootcamp. I was so tired that when I lost my balance stretching I couldn't catch myself and I fell over!!

I am glad I'm trying new things, that has always been really hard for me. The living social deal wasn't hard to buy because one of my friends works out there, but going to my first class was tough and I put it off for at least a month! And yesterday I had to convince myself to go to a different location (my regular location was closed). I don't know why I have this fear of new things. Fear of change, maybe? Maybe that's why my body won't change. 

My girlfriend who works out at this kickboxing gym is in amazing shape. A few years ago we were both my size and both a little disordered. She moved to Australia for 2 years and her lifestyle changed completely. She came back thinner than ever running half marathons and doing things that I only dreamed of. And she looked amazing. She said she ate food that fueled her body to do things she loved, and it was easy to say no to the things that didn't further her goals. I want to be there!!

The gym I bought the deal at is really expensive... 80/month. My friend says "if you could have the body you wanted, wouldn't you pay ANYTHING for it?" My answer is probably yes. Should I join thisplace  after my month is up, or could I be getting  the same workout at my 30 dollar gym?

Flowers from vday:

I bought a living social deal for a month long membership to a kickboxing gym. They have bootcamp and kickboxing and I've been going for the last few weeks about 3 times per week. I feel so empowered! I love how sore I am afterwards and I love feeling like a badass!

I've lost 5 lbs since the beginning of the new year, and i am working on another 5 by the end of march. I'm not sure that I was quite 150 on 1/1 but probably close to it... And I haven't seen 140 in a LONG time. I know the next 5 won't be easy but I'm hoping the new workout routine will kick start my burns!

All for now