A few weeks ago I wrote you from the doctors office excited to tell you how I was below 140. Today I am back, weighing about 145, and with a lot on my mind. Abnormal pap. I don't even know what that means. I'm scared, sick to my stomach, worried about the impending biopsy and how (if at all) this will change my future.
I realize that the worst thing I can do is focus on the worst case scenario, but I find it very hard not to jump to "cancer" as the source of this issue. Honestly, I come every year. If I DO have cancer, I doubt that it would be at a stage that wasn't managable. Whatever is wrong can be fixed. Logically, I know, but it doesn't stop me from jumping to the worst conclusions.
Im going in. Wish me luck!
Sounds very stressful, the waiting part. Hope everything turns out ok.
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Gl hon.. Hope everything is ok.
ReplyDeleteBest of luck! Like you my mind would be racing! Hope you get some answers soon. Hopefully it'll be nothing.
ReplyDeleteI'm wishing the best for you!!!!
ReplyDelete~MLM
Good luck, K. Thinking positive for you.
ReplyDeletecan't be cancer. wishing u good luck. i also have a feeling that u and i have something in common.... more than the Ed part and counting part. :P
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