"I apologize, even though it's lies. I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar, if she ever tries to fucking leave again I'mma tie her to the bed and set the house on fire"Basically the worst part of my life is that I can resonate with that... SERIOUSLY? And of course it played like 500 times, and then I tortured myself by YouTubing it, and sobbing all the way through.
So I went spinning, and I got a hair removal appointment, and a nail appointment, and then a hair appointment. LOTS of pampering. Then a guy I have been seeing in ATL came over and we had plans to go to the drive in but we ended up just seeing a normal movie. I DID e-mail George, sent him the link to that video, and I said "This day in 2009 I made the worst mistake of my life." Probably should have been a bit more grown up... but I couldn't help it.
Food wise
Powerbar- 250
Starbucks english muffin sandwich- 320
Chai Tea Latte- 200
Passion Tea Latte- 0
Movie Theater Popcorn- 400
Leftover tater tots and cheese- 400
2 Glasses of Wine- 300
Total: 1870
Exercise
Hr Spinning: 500
Burn Estimate: 1710
Deficit: 340
Maybe I under estimated the calories in the popcorn and the tater tots. I didn't eat TOO much popcorn though, so I'm not sure.
I am going to try and be like Piglet-- set a goal of calories not to go over no matter what.
Awww girl, I'm sorry the day holds such bad memories for you. Sending you hugs.
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